When it is past time to sleep and Hend Hegazi’s mind begins rushing with ideas to write about, she consults her memory to decide what to do
Why is it that all of the ideas I get come to me when I’m just about to fall asleep?
I spend hours tossing and turning, then, just as sleep begins to tug at my eyelids, the ideas start racing through my mind. I’m caught between giving myself up to slumber, or taking the one step it would take for me to get to my notebook and pen. Yes, it’s just one step … but it’s one step too many at 2:30 am.
So I say to my brain, “Brain … Can you please remember this for tomorrow?”
And she answers, “Of course.”
“Brain,” I stress, “you cannot forget. Are you sure you can do that? Are you sure you’ll remember?”
“Yes, yes…of course. You can count on me,” she replies confidently.
So I give in to sleep. Some time the following day, while I’m performing a mundane task like washing the dishes, it occurs to me that I had an epiphany just before I fell asleep the night before.
“Brain! What were you supposed to remember from last night?” I call.
“Brain! Brain! What ideas came to me yesterday?”
She replies through a yawn: “Huh … What? Did you say something?”
Hend Hegazi is the author of the novel ‘Normal Calm’. InshaAllah this article is just the beginning of her column for YMM
[Gabriel said], “And we [angels] descend not except by the order of your Lord. To Him belongs that before us and that behind us and what is in between. And never is your Lord forgetful -
Lord of the heavens and the earth and whatever is between them – so worship Him and have patience for His worship. Do you know of any similarity to Him?”} The Qur’an 19:64-65